I am beggining to hate art and everything with it. It's boring. ArtistsblockArtistsblockArtistsblock. Instead of getting a career in "art" , I've been paying more attention to stuff like this --> http://www.animaljobs.com/. I kinda would like to being studying psychology and anything along those lines. I don't know , anyone can be good at taking pictures, drawing/painting is definently a gift but I hate it. For now. I don't know why I'm even thinking about any of this. I want to be out of school and going to college.
I'm bored, so survey time!#


(1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Straight as a board
(3) Single?: Nah
(4) Want to be?: Nope -=)
(5) Your birth day: April 17th, 1989
(6) Age you act: I am unsure
(7) Age you wish you were: 21, legal for everything and on my own!
(8) Your height: 5'0
(9) The color of your eyes: blueish,greenish greyish
(10) Happy with it?: Of course
(11) The color of your hair: reddish brown
(12) Happy with it?: mmhmmm
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right
(14) Your living arrangement?: Parents
(27) Your family: Mom, dad and sister
(29) What's your job: Nothing, I'm looking and not happy with my options
(30) Piercings?: 4
(31) Tattoos?: Noda
(32) Obsessions?: Josh,Animals and painting when I feel like it
(35) Do you speak another language? I can say a few words in Hungarian, and that's about it
(36) Have a favorite quote?: "appreciate the good times, but dont take the worst for granted, cause you only get so many second chances."
(37) Do you have a webpage?: Just lj



DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: uhhhh
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Not at all, but I've learned to keep my mouth shut
(40) Do you have any secrets?: Of course.
(41) Do you hate yourself?: Not really
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: Indeed
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: Swearing, talking loud, I worry a lot
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?:I have pretty eyes and that I am strong willed
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: FUCK EVERYBODY
(46) What's your biggest fear?: Not being able to overcome fear itself
(47) Can you sing: Not very well...
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:I've always been Brandi
(49) Are you a loner?: Eh, I can be, sometimes I enjoy it
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Maybe
(52) Are you a daredevil?: It definently depends. If you dared me to go in a Tigers cage I'd do it, now jumping off of a cliff or skydiving that's a different story...
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I'm afraid of becoming to distant from people. I like being alone a little to much sometimes
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: Depends who and what it is.
(55) Have you got a ?: uh...
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? I very strong willed. If I don't want to do something, I won't do it. And my weakness? I become emotionally attached to people very easily.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: I would be more open with other people, shate my thoughts etc
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: I'd say love is the best feeling, you aent shit without it!
(59) How do you vent?: Hold it in
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I can stop myself from crying in any situation, but it all eventually catches up and leads up to a breakdown, so actually infront of people:yes, alone:no
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: patience is a virtue...meaning I wish I had it. I regret not being patient with certain things
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: Lifes always good, I don't care what situation you're in, be happy you're alive
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:You just gotta live , love , learn and die. Also, death is a part of life. Don't dwell on it, and lets not forget to forgive, and forget.
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: eyes?
(65) And least?: Butt
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: Hmm yeah.
(67) Are you confident?: Depends
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: Not sure.
69) Do people know how you feel?: About...?
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: I think so.



DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: nope
(72) Do drugs?: nope
(73) Read the newspaper?: Sometimes if something catches my attention
(74) Pray?: No thankyou...
(75) Go to church? Nope
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: Depends
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: No
(78) Take walks in the rain?: I love it, it helps you to think
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: hahahah ,no
(80) Drive?: I don't care at the moment if I have a car or not, so not yet
(81) Like to drive fast?: I didn't get the nickname throttle chick for no reason



HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: No
(83) Hurt yourself?: Indeed
(84) Been out of the country?: Nope
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: Yes?
(86) Burped?: yes
(87) Been unfaithful?: nope...
(88) Been in love?: That's such a strong word...Couldn't tell ya?
(89) Done drugs?: Nahh
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: no
(92) Had a surgery?: no
(93) Ran away from home?: no
(94) Played strip poker: Strip goldfish?
(95) Gotten beaten up?: Nope
(97) Been picked on?: All the time in elementary
(98) Been on stage?: yes and HATED it =|
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: Uhhh. no?
(100) Slept outdoors?: Too many times if you ask me
(101) Thought about suicide?: Suicide is for losers. As Tony's said it, "why end something permanently , when the problem is only temporary?"..or something like that
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: Indeed
(103) If yes, what is your record?: Don't keep track
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: mmhmm
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yes
(107) Slept all day?: 8pm-7pm , I'd say yes
(108) Killed someone?: -=)
(109) Made out with a stranger?: No
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: No
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: That will happen
(112) Kissed the same sex?: haha Ashley kissed me
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope
(114) Been betrayed?: plently of times, but who hasn't?
(115) Had a dream that came true?: ..too many times
(116) Broken the law?: Vandilism(spelling?)
(117) Met a famous person?: Umm.... Nope
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: No, but I will one day kill a mouse at the pet store
(146) Stolen anything?: Yes
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: Nope
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: yes
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: I guess so
(150) Considered religious vocation?: i dont think so
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: Nope
(152) Bungee jumped?: No....
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes


CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: Vans? American Eagle?I don't know, and don't really care
(155) Brand of clothing?: Whatever I like
(156) Cologne/perfume?: Lilu
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: Jeans and a T-shirt
(159) Wear hats?: Sometimes
(161) Wear make-up?: Not a lot
(162) Favorite place to shop?: Victoria's Secret, <3 underwear
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: underwear all the way
(164) Are you trendy?: I don't know?
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: Nah


BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: Yes
(167) Miracles?: No
(168) Astrology?: Yes
(169) Magic?: What kinda magic?
(170) God?: No
(171) Satan?: yes
(172) Santa?: No
(173) Ghosts?: Yes
(174) Luck?: No
(175) Love at first sight?: Wanting to fuck someone at first sight? YES.
(176) Yin and Yang?: Sure
(177) Witches?: mmhmm
(178) Easter bunny?: No
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: No
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?:maybe
(181) Do you wish on stars?: Not often



LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: Not at all, actually I feel comfortable
(183) Do you remember your first love?: I guess so. If they were a first love? Who knows.
(184) Still love him/her?: No
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: Love is never a mistake
(186) What do you find romantic?: If someone can express how they truly feel about me , in their way of showing it, I think that is the most romantic thing of all. Roses, and long walks on the beach aent shit. Romance is nice when it's shown seriously, and truthfully.
(187) Turn-on?: Smile, sensitivity, etc
(188) Turn-off?: Assholes.Assholes.ASSHOLES.
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: Never
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: I wouldn't care. I'd flat out tell them I had no interest and if they kept trying I'd get pissed
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: I prefer a long friendship beforehand actually. Your boyfriend/girlfriend shouldn't just be that, they should also be your bestfriend
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: Sometimes. It makes a girl look desperate if she asks a guy out.
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: No
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I've been told so, so... Yes?
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: Learning from them. Guys are so much better then girls!
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: Naturally are aggressive.. Sometimes it's cute though
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? Hmmm
(208) Are you in love?: No
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: In any way shape or form YES
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: Um, keep walking?


WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: Yeah
(212) You wanted to kill?: ***
(213) That you laughed at?: in what kinda way?
(214) That laughed at you?: A lot of people I'm sure
(215) That turned you on?: haha
(216) You went shopping with?: Josh
(217) That broke your heart?: hmm
(218) To disappoint you?: Rah, because she didn't call me
(219) To ask you out?: hmm
(220) To make you cry?: Can't remember?
(221) To brighten up your day?: Joshbiee
(222) That you thought about?: ^
(223) You saw a movie with?: ^^
(224) You talked to on the phone?: ^^^
(225) You talked to through IM?: Chris Riehlll!
(226) You saw?: Josh
(227) You lost?: Is a flying squirrel counted as a person?
(229) You thought was completely insane?: Kurt
(230) You wanted to be?: No one
(231) You told off?: My sister
(232) You trusted?: There was never a last
(233) You turned down?: No one?


WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: When Josh came over
(235) Laughed?: ^
(236) Cried?: Don't remember
(237) Bought something?: I bought food in Nevada
(238) Danced?: Whenever I hung out with Rah
(239) Were sarcastic?: Sarcasm is who I am
(240) hugged someone?: Today
(241) Talked to an ex?: Today
(242) Watched your fave movie?: Don't really have a "fave" movie
(243) Had a nightmare?: Last week
(245) Talked on the phone?: earlier today
(246) Listened to the radio?: before I went to sleep
(247) Watched TV?: A few hours ago
(248) Went out?: Yesterday
(249) Helped someone?: At the pet store
(250) Were mean?: A few minutes ago
(251) Sang?: Don't know
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: Whenever I saw Mr. and Mrs.smith
(253) Said "I love you"?: haha don't remember
(254) Missed someone?: Now -=(
(255) Fought with a family member?: Yesterday
(256) Fought with a friend?: hmmm
(257) Had a serious conversation?: I always do
(258) Got drunk?: Never really did that
(259) Had sex?: Months ago